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Tamacahut n Basɣar

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Nadia BEN MOUHOUB

Tamacahutt n Bas$ar

Haut Commissariat à l’Amazighité, 2004

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Tazwart

D acu d tamacahutt ?

Tamacahutt, d asmekti uâar nneù, n lejdud nneù, d awal nniaâidan n temùarin.Ahaw zzit-ed a tarwa a wen d-ssiwleù tamacahutt, acusmeûset akken i wata i wakken att tfehmem akken ilaq.Tin n wass-a d yiwen n wergaz, i yruûen s-axxam n Rebbi ad-iûuú, yeúúa yessi-s di sebµa, an yeqqim asseggas, yenna-yassent d akken ur sµant ûed ala Rebbi akk d netta.Arrac ! bdan asteqsi : - Ayen a yaya, asseggas bezzaf ?Selt-iyi-d a tarwa, at zrem tamsirt. Ten§eq : a macahu,tamacahutt-iw a telhu, ad awen tehwu, a tt-iùezif annectusaru.Tebda-d, arrac ttmuqulen degs, yal yiwen yeµreô ad yekcemdi tmacahutt, yebdaten naddam acu bùan ad sslen ar tagara.Ayen i wumi sellen cfan fellas, la tellin allen nnsen bessif, urzmiren ara ad úúen awal nni aâidan deg imi n yayatsen, ulactelevision wala aùerbaz, imi aùerbaz nnsen d ddunit.Twalam a tarwa d acu i teswa tmacahutt ? kra d-inzi, kra dasefru, ulac ass-a mebla idelli.Tasekla aµzizen ur teùli, ur tùelli imi lukan maáái d nettat,tafat ur tt- nettwali d leqrun aya. S tmucuha, tasekla nneùmazal-itt tedder :Ay amkan i dgi nella yidneù teûder, tamacahutt n wass-a dtin :n wegdi bu zaggen, id yezzakanen acûal n temsal, yal ta slmaµna-s seg wayen yellan di tmetti nneù:- Laman : d tamsalt tamezwarut ara d-nessukkes si tmacahuttagi, imi argaz yeúúa sebµa yessi-s asseggas ur sµant ûed alaRebbi, acu µussent iman nnsent, zegrent asif ur bzigent,selkent si lba§el i d-yeùlin fell-asent.

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- Tiûerci : d tamssalt tis snat, imi taµdart, nenwa a tteddari ilebda tif yessetmas timuqêanin, tduwa tamsalt weûdes.Babas ur d-yufi kra n weùbel, ddrent, imi tefratt taµdart .Twalam ay imec§aû, amek i tedder tsekla nneù si tqemmuct arumeââuù, tame§§ut afus-is ùef tqerray nnsen, tsegen-iten degussu, tùumm-iten.- Ttar : Di tsekla nneù taqburt, tamger§ di tayeô, taµdart maááid tamger§ i tenùa i win ixedmen degsent lba§el : iruû urtakerôa imi weûdensent i llant deg wexxam, ad yaker trikannsent, taµdart tsellek yessetmas si tmettant, amzun ad yekfufell-as taganit, zaµma yerbeû wul-is, tûulfa i wayen yebùa as tyexdem, teûrec tezwar-it.Yeqqar yenzi aqdim : “A Lya d Nat Aµmara, a tacciwin n lfe§§a, ayen ik yekkes di lqedd yerna-yak-t di leûraca” ur telli lqima n wawal di tmuùli ur temùer neù ur teméi, imi qqarendaùen “îwab am wewtul, ur tezrid ansi a d-yek”Tekker tyemmatt tefka aîaùur i lmal ur lmedwed, tnudatabburt ma tuùal neù att ter, imi d nettat i d aqerru n wexxamimi amùar-is akk d mmis amnezu tebbi-ten lùerba n weùrumneù lùerba n tmara.Tesmendeg isufa imi mazal lweqt n yiôes, s yin terna urteslit-is s-aâe§§a imi îbeû ilaq ad fkent ibernyas akk diqeccuba i yemsewqen ukud ara yeddu mmis n mmisamenzu.Twalam a tarwa akka i nella zik, tayemmatt tezmeô agus,argaz ad yexdem berra, nettat deg wexxam.Rebban-aù-d akk nenrebbi. Awal iw i kra n win yettnadin ùeftjaddit-is d lejdud-is, d wa :

Ammi aµzizen rfed aqerruad tedduô s fen§azitAwer tawiô ddeµwessuAwer tnekreô tajaddit.

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sùur : Nna LÚUHER

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A macahu ! Tamacahutt-iw ad telhu, ad awen tehwu, ad tiùzifannect ussaru.Yella yiwen wergaz meqqer cwi§ di leµmer, tamùart-is tebbeôleµfu n Êebbi, teúúa-d sebµa tullas tigujilin, yugad yella kra idgi yesxaî, acku yekker ad iruû ur lûiú, yeúúa-yasent ayenyakk ar a ûwiúent imi sµant ula d lbir di lûara.Yen§eq ùursent :- A yessi, ur tesµamt ûedd ala Êebbi akk d nek, assmi ar a d-awôeù ma ùezzif laµmer, a d-fkeù lebyan n tisin-iw, adtezremt d akken d nek i d-yebbeôen.Rrant as ùef yiwen n îîut :- Ruû di lehna, ur ttagad ara, necfa ayen iù-tenniô. Ak-narúusya ar asseggas di lehna.

A tt-id bduù s macahuùef win ur nezri i yellani ymec§aû a tt-id neûkutaqîi§ n tteqdim n zmanncallah ar d att-lhuatt-µúeb i wid as yeslen

tamacahutt n zik nniakka iyi-tteslemdenyesµa izaggen wegdid urqim i d aù-d-qqarenur lkanun mi ar a d-nezziaù-d ûekkun yemùarenùurîen i neûfeô kulcima tecfam wa d awen-imlentecµal taftilt n tmusniacûal d win itt-irefdenCfuy-as a yileméid lejdud i tt-id-yessaùenanwa degneù ur nezri

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imawlan t-id-yessekkreniµedda lûal assagid awezùi wa ten-inekren.

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Yessufeù-ed aµudiw-is yerra fell-as lµula n useggas. yezga daweîîi i yellis tamaéuét neù taµdart. Fellas i yettkel, yezra-tt dtuûrict.- A yelli ûadremt ùef yiman nnkent, nek sya ar asseggas mayebùa Êebbi ad uùaleù rant-as : ur ttagad a baba.Netta ye§§ef iberdan-is iruû ur lûiú, yessis ûeznent fell-asmaáái d kra imi seg wasmi temmut yemmat nnsent ur tentifureq.Qqiment am ssaµd n Rebbi, acemma ur tent ixuî, ma bùantlqut ùursent deg wexxam, ma bùant aman, yella lbir di lûarannsent.Sedda-yent lweqt s zzhu taôîa, sarament ad-yas babat nnsentad ilint akken issent yehwa.Ulac d acu ar agadent.

Taqsi§ agi n wass-aatt wehmem a yimec§aûyeúúa yessis di sebµanetta bbôent-id lesraûayen ar a ûwiúent yakk yellatura dayen ul-is yertaû

Yesfehm-assent ayen yellanrrant tabburt deffiresla leûbab, la imawlanneù alag ad fùent ùuresulac anwa i tent yecbansµant Rebbi d-amwanes.

Aqjun yeúúat deffiresad iµass is-ilaqenyeúúa yasentett d amwanesd urqim yesµa izaggen

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yiwen ur d yettqerrib ùuresur yezmir wa d-ikecmen.

Assen yusa-d yiwen n wergaz, ireôel-ed lfe§§a akk d lkeswat,yebb-id yides aôellaµ n lesfenú n ssikran, yewwet di tebburtyessawal s-ûûut arqaq :- Ldimt-iyin tabburt a yessi ! aµyiù yebµed ansi d-êuûeù.Terra-yas-d tmuqrant nni s-lferû, tettu lehdur n baba-s- Anta kemmini w ikem ilan ? Aεni tesneô aù ?- D nek d xalti-nnkent. A yessi ani tettumt-iyi ?Timuqwranin umnent ayen i d-yenna, uzlent ur tebburt, acutaµdart tecfa i lehdur n baba-s, tugi-yasent i yessetmas :- Tecfamt d acu i d-yenna baba, i lemmer nesµa xaltit nneùtili yebbi-yaù-tt-id s-axxam baba, att-yeú yidneù.Wwtent-ett yessetmas armi tt-tugi lmut.Ldint-ed tabburt, tkecem-ed, ur tehdir ur testeqsa, tefka-yasent tisfenútin s-irawen nnsent, ula d agdi bu zaggen s-umur-is.Syin, argaz la yettferriú degsent, yerwa taôîa di nniya nnsenti tent yessawôen ur tguni yecban lmut, taµdart tûulfa i leùrurn tin yerran iman-is d xaltit nnsent s lekdeb. Argaz yefreûmaáái d kra. yekkes ice§§iôen n tulawin i d-yemter, iruû a d-yawi widen ar at-iµawnen deg µebbi n cci n wemùar i yruûenur lûiú, imi netta yakan d bu leftuk.Yiùil yebba-yas-d lexrif, ddnub ur tyugad, yebùa ad i µeddiùef lûurma n tullas babat nnsent ur yeûdir, lxayen ur yeúúiùef yiman-is leqder.

Yiwen n wergaz d aûraymiIwala-tent si lebµidIruû-ed s tiûercillebsa-s kulci d-ajdidd xaltitsent zun akkenni

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di leûnuk la yett zeggid.

Yewwet-ed tabburt n lûaraldimten d nekkinitamec§uût ur tebùi yaratiyaô wweôent s-igennid xalti i d-yedlan ass-ailaq-aù att-id-nelli.

Taµdart tuù tiyiwinmi tesla i d-yenna baba-slaµvam-is tizegzawinannect-a ur tebni fell-asdi setta d tiyessetmatinnettat amzun ur tettalas.

Netta yeffeù yeúúa tabburt tebrareû, tekker-ed taµdart - iminettat ur teáái yara tasfenúett-is - terratt-id fell-as.Mi-d yuùal akked terbaµt-is, yufatt-id teùleq, la yettsuùu :- A ya baba Öebbi taµdart tin texdem ternu tayeô.Nettat meskint caôent wallen-is seg ime§§i ùef yessetmas,teqqim ùef yiri n lbir di lûara sebûent-ed wallen-is di snat ntzemmermucin yettmenùan, yiwet degsent terra tayeô-nni didammen imir teîraµ, ten§eq ur tin mazal ur teùli yara tenna-yas :- Uûeq ayen yuran ula d kunnemti, ternamt akken garakent.Terra-yas-ed tzemmermuct :-Ru kan $ef lhem-im, nek as xedmeù ddwa ad taki.Ten§eq ar tzemmermuct.- Ihi, lemmer ad xedmeù am kem, yessetma ad akint- Xdem akken ara twaliô xedmeù ala ûellu ar a ûlunt.

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La tettµawad tamuùli di tzemmermuct m-id teddem cwi§ nleûcic d-yemùin ùef yiri n lbir nni tfeééit teémi-yas aman nnis-anzaren-is, cwi§ akka tuk-id.Tewhem teddem-ed cwi§ n leûcic nni, tezzit, tezmi aman nnii wegdi akken at âer ma d-yaki, akken twala yekker-ed terna,yessetmas di setta yidssent armi id-ukint yirkelli.

Yeqqen-ed ddheb d lfe§§aIrôel-ed cci n medden

Yiùil teshel liûalaur yeéri a t-id yennalenyessufùas leµqel §maµmi yenwa d ayen isehlen

Lesfenú yeááur uqecwalYerza-d am akken d îîeûkul ta ansi id-tettazzalyerna seg wul i tefreûur iketer yidsent awalsi lebµid kan d acmumeû

Iferq-asent tiûbulinula d-agdi s weûric-isááant s zzux tmuqraninnettat terra-tt s-iciwi-sTella yella kra dintwala mi gekkes lbus-is

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Seg wassen ur d-ldint tabburt ula i yiwen, uùalent yessetmasnedment deg wayen xedment degs, armi ula d asmi i d-yusa

baba-tsent, ur cfint ùef ayen isent yenna uqbel ad iruû.Ayen yebùu ivegrit-id d lebyan ùef tisin-is, ur d-ldint aratabburt armi d-yufrar wemùar ameùbun ùef îîur yenna-yassent :- Amek armi ur d-teldimt ara tabburt nneùmliùakent d akken d lebyan ara d-ffkeù ùef tisin-iw segwexxam n Öebbi, a ttemesmuqalent garassent- Ala a baba, ihi d tatut i nettu, aµni d-acu iù tenniô ?- D ayen a yessi, ùileù yella wayen ikent yuùen. Yugad fell-asent yesµa lûeq llan imesba§eliyen.

£lint âlent di sebµanetta iùil yebbeô lebùi-syeúúatent-in di lûaêayefreû yekker ssaµd-isruûent-as tirga mxalfayegra-d yekkat deg ifassen-is

Yeffeù terra tibburami-d-yuùal kulci iruû-asteqqim tettru di lûaraamek ara texdem i yessetma-stizemmermal i twalatehder yidsent mlant-as

Mceááawent ùef yiri n lbiryiwet tuùal d idammenla ten tettmuqul s lûirteâmi-yas leûcic s anzarenakka id w ur nettûebbiryuklal akw ayen it yuùen.

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Cwi§ akken d-yusa wemùar si lûiú, yusa-d winna yerraniman-is d xalti-nnsent, i wakken ad yexôeb taµdart nni ityerran d ulac, d taôîa ger tezyiwin-is.Yen§eq wemùar :- Annaù a mmi ala îîifa taûerfit tunciwt, u yerna meééiyet,acuùer ur tettaùeô ara yiwet si yessetmas timuqranin ?Yerra-yas ileméi :- Ala a dda Lûaú, d nettat i bùiù imi d nettat id iyi µeúben,bùiù-tt d zwaú-iw.Amùar iruû ur yell-is att yesteqsi. Ad tefk rray-is :- D acu i d rray-im di temsalt agi ?- A baba, imi s-µeúbeù a rbeû a tafat ad zewoeù kan yides. Urttaggad a baba. Ttkel felli ad bnuù axxam.Nettat imi d taµdart, tfaq i wayen yebùa as t yexdem, ala ttar iyebùa ùures i lmend n wayen texdem degs acu-t wassen.Armi i d-yuù ûûwaleû medden iùerm-itent, yeéra d nettat itent-ixedmen.

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A ttheggin i tmeùra, lamaµna taµdart teéra ur tt-yeûmil ara, dttar i yebùa s ùures. Ayen is-texdem maáái ad as-tisemmeû s-sshala. D$a tessewúad amek as-terr tiyita di tayeô.

Argaz yeddem-ed amen§asur imuqel wi-yellans lqedd i yqedder yemma-syewhem deg wayen yevranAyen texdem tµawed-asyettsuùu w’id-as-yeslan.

Teffeù deg iô tettazzalLexla yefka-tt i wayeôMi tôal i tiùilt mazalur tûulfa i lûal ma semmeôs-aneúúar la tettazzal :abasùar a yi-tsegmeô ?

Ak-fkeù tayuga uxerxalXedm-iyi-t akken a d-yesbeûi keá i wumi rriù lettkalccùel-ik ad iyi sefreûtebùa ad taweô ur maûlalmi taµya di tikli att-reyyeû.

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Tella-d tmeùra, zzhan ferûen leûbab d imawlan, d argaz buûûifa itt- yuùen, acku iûar melmi ara yekcem s-axxam, iwakken att ineù, acu nettat teéra ayen yebùa ùures, tµeúúer s-ufella n usenduq, tesberber armi d lweqt i dgi ar a d-yekcem,ten§eq ur temùart-is s leûya :- Di laµnaya Rebbi a tamùart m-ur tµeúrev deg umkan-iw, simi ar a d-uùaleù seg waµfir, neù teéram-iyi d taµdart urzmireù ad êekmeù iman-iw.Tamùart s leûnana d leûmala- Ruû a yelli awi-d kan ur nettµe§§il ara, tura qrib a d-yekcemwergaz-im. Ilaq a kem id-yaf, nek a yelli, ula i yexdem yissi.tamùart meskint d nniya, ur teéri ula d acemma seg wayenyeôêan. Tenwa mmis ulac am netta.

Seg wassen yecfa fell-asur yezmir as-isemmeûcci n medden iruû-asm-id-yerra ttar ad ireyeûarmi d-yusa babasyusa-d ùures att-yaù d îîeû

Mi-d-yebbeô babas tefreûtenwa kfant tlufaudem-is am wudem n sbeûùas d taµdart i tellatùil ad as-isemmeûad tidir akken is yehwa

yessuter i tt-id ur babasyusa-d ùures d anexôablferû iµedda tillasma d netta udem-is yenneqlabyeggul degs att ixelleîi yebùu yerwa leµtab.

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Tamùart tameùbunt tµeooer, tesberber tùum aqadum-is, mi-d-yekcem yesli, ur inuda ur yesteqsa, yeddem-ed amen§as irefd-it s lqedd-is iferq-as aqerruy-is i yemmas d wamek itt-yeµqelmaáái d taµdart, yerfed ifassen-is ttqudduren d idammen urzdat tebburt n wexxam-is la yett µeggiô yessawal i win ar a syeslen, tiririt n ttar teqqen-as allen.- Ay a baba Rebbi, taµdart tin texdem ternu tayeô.Yewhem amek armi tlaµb ùef yemmas, ur nqebbel annectenlemmer s tiréi uqerruy-is, tura taµdart txedµ-it di laman.Tenùa-yas yemmas.

S taµdart d acu ar a txedmeôllant yessetmas nniôenayen d nettat it ûemleôma ùef îîiffa-s icebûenilaq ad i tesfehmeôtiûerci ur tt yecbi yiwen

Taqcict tenna a babaefk-iyi a taùeù iwulemimi d nek i yebùakkes i wul-ik axemmemnettat deg ul-is teéraat îîfen ifassen-is ad yewhem.

Tedda d tislit, d tameùrateqqim tµus iman-istessawel i temùart s leûyaa tt-µeúúer deg wemkan-issimi a d-tuùal si berrateâra ur teûkim taµbu§-is.

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Nettat akken teffeù la tettazzal, ar teµyu ad terfed aqerruy-iss-igenni ad ten§eq :- A tiziri ! s-ani d-yebbeô ?As d-terr tziri- Ruû, ruû mazal lûal, atan yekfa-d lúiran, atan di taddert.Akken meskint tefcel di tikli ad terfed aqerruy-is s-igenni atten§eq ur tziri.- A tiziri s-anga d-yebbeô ?As d-terr tziri :- £iwel tura qrib ak m-id yeqveµ, ikecem-ed lµarc agi i dgitelliô.Terwel, maca ur truû s-amkan i dgi llan imawlan-is : babasakk d yessetmas. Tugad ad yexdem degsen lba§el, teérayezmer i kulci akken a d-yerr ttar n yemmas. Tbeddel tamaakken is-irad Rebbi ad teôru yides.

Netta si lúiha ines d amejruû n tasa, yebbi amen§as nnideg ufus-is, allen-is jerûent seg ime§§i ùef rray-is amcum.La yettazzal ur yeµqil abrid, yerkev leûcic, ijeúúigen degwebrid-is. Ters-ed fellas tisselbi.Assirem-is meqqer d akken att iwali ur zdat tinna $ef iyenùa yemma-s. Yebùa ttar, dreùlent wallen-is alaidammen i la yettwali, ur yezmir ad issemmeû, ùas yeérateùleb-it, tifit tiûerci.

La tettazzal tufa yiwen n uneúúar tenna-yas :- Di laµnaya-k ay aneúúar xdem-iyi basùar bu yiwen ufus buyiwen uôar ak-fkeù tayuga uxelxal. £as dayen aµzizen fella-stsemmeû dges.- Yirbeû a yelli, arúu cwi§ tura am nejreù basùar akken tebùiô,imi txelîet s-ssuma ùlayen.Ixedm-as azeqqur nni; tebbit yides ad telûu ar taµyu a tekcemar basùar nni at staµfu, imiren att kemmel abrid-is ur zdat,assen taµya di tikli , tekcem ur tebûirt n yiwet n taúúalt tuùaldi îîerf.

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Kkawen ifadden-is ur tezmir att ûerrek, baba-s akk dyessetm-as ûesben attan a Saµdi am neññat yiwen ur yezrianida id tegra.

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Assen lal n wakal nni truû ur lexla ines neññat d-mmis. Telûacwi§ ur zdat tufa azeqqur di §§erf. Tenna gar-as d yiman-is :- Xerîum atan ufiù azeqqur is ar a qableù ccetwa. YezraRebbi ulac tuyat is ar a qeddreù isùaren, atan ufiù azeqqur.Tefreû maáái d kra imi tufa nnîib am winna. Teddem-edamrar tcudd-it, texdem-ed ccùel-is armi tekfa, terrat-id ùefuzagur-is, truû-ed s-axxam.

Mi truû taúúalt ur lexlaad teffeù ad texdem lecùalat seggem yakw liûalaad asen tefreô i lmalmi twala kullec yebbuûras-aqejmur ar d-tuùal.

Lúiran gan tameùraurar yakk d ivebbalenussan-d at n taddart merrasi yal tama ad-ttawôenzzin d agraw di lûarammis n taúúalt garasen.

Taqcict ters-ed ad tecôeûamzun d tazdayt n ttmerlqed-is yewzen yecbeûyewhem win yellan yeûdertecba di tafat n sbeûur érin ansi tenser.

Tussa-d s-axxam, azeqqur ùef uzagur-is, mi-d-tebbev ur zdatn tebburt, tufa-d mmis la yettqeddir isùaren ar rrif n wexxam,tebbi azeqqur nni, tekcem yess s-addaynin akken a tessers, adyerúu tagrest. Yen§eq ùures weqcic :

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- D axlaf uzeqqur nni, ansi it id-tebbiv ?Yefreû ula d netta am yemmas;- Di tebûirt nneù i tufiù bbiù-t-id at jemµeù i tegrest.Acûal ammi a nesseûmu ùures. Akken t-walaù mektiù-dassemmiô, yekka dgi lamaµna babbeù-t-id.

£ilen d azeqqur am wiyaô, ur érin d acu yellan dges, nutnineqlen ivarren nnsen ur lexla, teffeù-ed taµdart seg zeqqur,tebren taxatemt umenni deg uôad-is, tbeddel ice§§idenizedganen, tessared, tnawel seksu, terra aseqqi ad yebb,tqeddec-as s leµqel akken d-tenna temùart yeµyan meskint dileqdic.

Tesfuô seksu, tredm-it tessafit, yebba useqqi, âid, bnin.Teddem-ed cwi§ ur tdebsit teááat, tessard-itt, tùum lqut nni sitama. Tesmenddeg times. Bbôen-d si lexla, ufan-d axxamyeûma, imenssi yebba, kulci zeddig. Wehmen anwa iseniqedcen, lamaµna ááant susmen akken acûal n wussan.

Assen xedmen lúiran tameùra, nettat meskint qerûen-ttiôarren-is deg zeqqur. Akken tesla i yat wexxam la heddrenùef tmeùra, imi tamùart tekkat amendayer, mmis ad yeddu adinezzeh netta d yelmeéyen.Teffeù-ed tbeddel, tecebbeû, tebbi yides tayemmust n twiztin,tekcem talemmast, tebda ccôeû am tùerbalt i wakken uréerren ara anwa i d abrid itt yefkan, tsereû-as i tyemmust ntwiztin, ur tesµav anwa i ywalan s-anga terra. Lûan laluqqven lwiz, nettat tuùal s-aqejmur ideg i tella, ula d yiwenur icukk deg wexxam n taúúalt i tella ùas ilmeéyen sellenfellas.

Ayen yellan d ileméiiruû yettnadi fell-as

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ur zrin ansi d-teflaliyal yiwen yebùatt d ayla-skkren ad bdun anadiuùen abrid s tissas.

Armi ten ye§§ef µegguYebbeô-ed lweqt ad ááenyal wa yessaram yettraúuahat tin a t-id isaûenul nnsen iferreû izehusµan tazmert ad kemlen.

Mmis n Taúúalt yeûrenyenna nek ad uùaleùdayenni nedmeù dayenay atma ur zmireùssebba ur ttefhimenma d nekkini ur whimeù.

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Dùa ilmeéyen yakk selben ùef tce§§aût, bùan ad nadin fell-as.Yella garasen mmis n taúúalt, yen§eq ur yemmas yenna-yasayen umi iûulfa am tezyiwin-is.- Nek ilaq ad ruûeù ad nadiù fell-as. Twalaô amek tga îîifaines ahaqel ad itt yekteb Êebbi.- Ihi ammi akka yeqqur aqerruy-ik d-afôis, ad heggiù cwi§ nwewren ak geù taûbult n weùrum mi ar a d-nuùal si lexla, nekammi ugadeù fell-ak leûzen i lemmer ak yawi §maµ ur k-idtettûaê- Tinna ulac-itt di ddunit, twalaô ssifa yines, yerna mliyi antatame§§ut yesµan annecten n twiztin. Mmer d zehr-iw i d-inudan felli.Taµdart tesla-d i wmeslay n taúúalt akk d mmis. Nutni ruûen,nettat teffeù-ed seg zeqqur tega-yas taûbult n weùrum, tura-yas degs s twiztin awal “Aqli deg wexxam nnwen i ffreù deg uzeqqur deg addaynin”.Tamùart tefreû maáái d kra imi d-tufa aµwin yebba, ayen ar ayawi ileméi yewjed, ur testeqssa wi t-yegan. Teµya ur tezmiri wa§§as leµtab.

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Azekka nni tafejrit, iurû s-amdiq i dgi turúa terbaµt-is, ruûenteddun ur zdat, kul yiwen yettxemmim amek ara tili temlilitaked tce§§aût, ahat d lexyal maáái d tidett ?Armi d lweqt imekli, qqimen ad fetêen, ula d netta yeqqim,akken yufa ayen is tura deg we$rum, yen§eq s-imeddukal-is s-lferû d usirem- Ay atmaten ! nek dayen ad uùaleù ur zmireù ara, syagi aruùaleù, aµyiù di tikli mebla lfayda- Xeêsum d keá att neùsseô, mi tt-nufa, att ùeââeô iôudan-ik.Teériô iman-ik ur k-tqebbel ara.Wehmen degs akk. Kemmlen abrid nnsen, ma d netta yuùal-ed. Truû yemma-s ur lexla, thegga-d awren, ten§eq ur mmistûemmel ma ti-ddaf yebba- Atan heggaù-d awren, a d-uùaleù ad niwleù cwi§ n seksu.èriù tûemle§, ûemleùt ula d nek, ùuri yif akk lqut nniôen.

Tamùart truû ur Lexla, ma d ileméi yedduri deffir ukufiyettraúu ansi ar a d-ôil, cwi§ akka iwala-tt teffeù-ed seguddaynin, ùef ti§-is i tebren taxatemt umenni deg uôad-is,tbedled lkeswat, tsers-ed leûwal, tenawel, terra tuggi n wakalùef tmes, tessebb aseqqi, teôdem seksu, tessefruri-t, tessaff-it.Akken yebba, tseqqa-d cwi§, teááa-t, tessared aôebsi.

Akken thegga iman-is ad tuùal s-azeqqur, ye§f-itt seg ufus-isyenna-yas :- Laµnayam am laµnaya n Êebbi m’ur iyi temliô d acu-kem.Taqcict tefqaε, ur tùil att-yarúu, tenna-yas s-lxuf :- Di laµnaya-k a wlidi tixer-iyi, ruû ar ccùel-ik. Lukan atezreô taqsi§-iw, ur d i tetteûemaleô-ara.- µuhdeùkem s Rebbi ad xedmeù fell-am ugar n tezmert-iw.Ini-yi-d kan ad zreù d acu-kem.Tebda-yas-d taqîi§-is s-wadda : amek armi d-tebbeô ur tebûirtn taúúalt deg zeqqur. Akken yebùu yili lûal, yeúúa-tt tuùal s-aâeqqur-is.

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Ur d as-yenni i yemma-s ayen iwala.Ayen yekka yiô ur ye§§is, a yettxemmim ma d tidett i d-tennaneù ad tettawi yes lweqt. Yenna deg-wul-is : seg-wass-a aduùaleù yal ass ad heddreù yides akken att-issineù.

Yebbeô-ed yurúa-tt deg wexxamma d-teffeù att iwali

dayenni yekfa ttexmamd lmektub ma d-inadiul ad yaweô i yessaramAtt yeµmer ad ihenni

Yemma-s tebda-yas : Ammiilaq at µemreô axxammuqqreô tura dayenniul-iw dayen i yessaramisegmi-w ad yefk imùikulci ad yeddu s lewqam.

Ad am-iniù a yemmanek ad aùeù azeqqurul-iw d netta i ymennaulayùer lketra n lehdura wit-ed a neg tameùratezedùit tafat n waggur.

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Tamùart akw d mmis kkren ad ruûen ur lexla, teddem-ed cwi§n wewren ten§eq :- Atan ma ra d-uùaleù ad niwleù seksu iy mensi ad rnuù a d-sebbeù aseqqi ma yekteb.-A m ulac ad ruûeù weûdi, kem qim att qedceô- Ala ammi, ad ruûeù ad waliù cwi§ igenni.

Tebbeô-ed temùart si lexla armi d lweqt imensi la heddrennettat d mmis ùef ddunit am wayen iµeddan :- Tura yemmak ammi d tamùart : lemmer ufiù bùiù ad ferûeùs warraw-ik uqbel ad mmteù, u yerna twalaô ur zmireù ara ileqdic n wa§§as ilaq-ak att µemreô fell-i axxam. Att zewúeôad serseù taµkemt aµyiù.- Ihi a yemma, serseù ti§-iw yakan, kukraù ad am d-iniù.- Ala a mmi d leûlal, a lfeêû-iw a tafat-iw, a yi-d-yegri liser urttadîan felli medden w’itt-ilan ?- Nek a yemma d azeqqur inna deg addaynin ar aùeù !- Annaù ammi ad heddrent fellaù túiratin ad qqarent : mmi-sn taúúalt ur tufiô tin it-iqeblen armi yuù azeqqur.- Aha ! a yemma a d-yaweô lweqt ad tezreô amek igauzeqqur. Êuû awi-yi-t ttxilem ur tùurfett-iw, rnu cwi§ n sber.Tbubb azeqqur ur tùurfett n mmis, lúiran rwan taôîa, udem-isyebba meskint si lûecmat. Teεweq sanga ar a terr aqerruy-issi leûbab d imawlan, xedmen tameùra, rwan lúiran taôîa ùeftaúúalt d mmis armi d lweqt i dgi ar a éren medden tislit.Yen§eq ur yemma-s :- Ruû a yemma awi-d tislit akken ad att walin neù anef ar difak uceáái.Ur ttagad a yemma, mmi-m d argaz, ur ttxemmim felli.- Annaù ammi amek a xedmeù i taôîa medden !

Ammi ad ôîen meddenas inin ma d tisselbimliyi d-acu ik-yuùen

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ttxilek agad Êebbii lúiran iù i ûemlenzriù ad leµben felli

Zriù d acu i la xedmeùUl-im d lebùi i yectaqula d nek akken i wehmeùm-akken it µedda am lebraqa yemma aµzizen am mmleùad yeûlu wul-im ma yxaq.

Tameùra lúiran muqlenanida tella teslitteffeù-ed m-itt walan wehmentaftilt tcebbeû ddunitmaáái d cwi§ i îebrenyekfa yiv d taîebûit.

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Tuli temùart ur teéri amek ar a d-tawi azeqqur i medden atwalin, akken tekcem ur tùurfett, tufan taqcict udem-is amaggur, tewhem deg wayen twala :- Ak mig êebbi d tawenza tasaµdit n wexxam-iw.Te§§ef-as-d afus tebwi-tt-id. Kra n win iheddren yeldiaqemmuc-is, la yettûukku allen-is.Wehmen medden deg wayen i d-yefka Êebbi. Widen iheddren nedmen deg wayen yehder yimi nnsen.Llan widen i ruûen ur mmis n taúúalt steqsan-t :- Amek akka nekkni nettnadi fellas ur tt-nufi, keá tedda-yak-d deg zeqqur.- Teéram d acu-t wassen mi d-uùaleù, uùeù azeqqur, ufiùtedda-d degs tme§§ut agi. Ahat ula d kunwi, lukan ad taùemizeùran, balak ad ddunt tulawin am tagi neù ahat axir-is.Ilmeéyen ùilen d tidett, uùen-d izeùran akken ad afen tulawini cebûen.

Tamacahutt-iw lwad lwad, bwiùtt-id i warraw n leúwad.

Sawalen-aù-d timucuhaD ayen i sµan d allalenAkken i d-netturebbaNekker-ed s lûurma ùlayenÛekkun-d ùef mkul taùawsaNelmed awal zeddigenI yxedmen baba ynubaAkk d wegdi bu zaggenùurwat ùures wi yettaâenMa yella d Muûend u yemmaNetta d weltmas ti-hedrenNekkni necfa-d i leûnanaAssen ur t yecbi yiwenYiwet n yemma JidaTayeô n sebµa yeqcicen

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Twalam amek i d-netturebbaUr llin iùerbazen.

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